Finding Thoughts started from the need to understand — from being overwhelmed by how complex everything seems: politics, the economy, the internet, people — and from wanting to understand how all these pieces connect.
It’s an attempt to capture the in-between: the quiet moments, the contradictions, and the thoughts that come when life feels too fast to follow. You will find my thoughts in different forms.
Weekly Thoughts: Small information reflection – one week, one thought at a time.
Scattered Thoughts: Unfinished words — caught before they disappear.
Weekly Thoughts
Small reflections — one week, one thought at a time.
- Nothing to Choose, Nothing to Hold.Sooo, you wanna know what I learned this week?Well, it wasn’t anything to do about renewable energy – kind of lost sight of that.But I did dig deeper into the hole of economics and its mysteries. And it really is a hole.On the other hand, I also dug deep into the machinery of politics –… Read more: Nothing to Choose, Nothing to Hold.
- The Dollar, the Dragon, and the Illusion of ControlSooo, you wanna know what I learned this week? Well, let’s split it up into a few sections: 1. US–China Power Scale The first part is everything I learned about China, since I’m writing my Bachelor’s thesis on their dominance in the tech world — mainly 5G.As you start reading into it, you quickly find… Read more: The Dollar, the Dragon, and the Illusion of Control
Scattered Thoughts
Unfinished words — caught before they disappear.
- Egoistic machinesThe new book I am reading at the moment focuses on AI and its influence on our life’s. The author of the book describes this quite positively. He describes how these technologys can easily analyze our emotions, because they are at the end of the day just calculations. Numbers, that describe our brain activity. And… Read more: Egoistic machines
- Life through othersLaughing with friends. Catching someone looking at you. Watching this weird quiz show that your parents love. I saw this movie scene where a woman talks about the reason, we get married. It´s not only the love for the other person, but that someone sees you living life. That someone accompanies you through life. Because… Read more: Life through others
- MaybeI truly try to be this light breath of feathers that glides through life simply enjoying it. But honestly, I don’t think I´ll ever be. I am chaos, I am calm, I am everything in between. I have ambitions and no resilience to reach them. I have feelings that I don’t understand and that hit… Read more: Maybe
- The calm of it allSometimes it´s hard to think that your life is a whole thing. It´s a whole timeline, continuous without breaks. It´s not just a two-hour movie that jumps to the important scenes. It´s also not just a romance movie, or just a drama movie and hopefully not just a action movie. It´s everything and the nothing… Read more: The calm of it all
- About poemsSometimes I feel like what my texts, poems, …. things whatever they are, have missing is the story behind them. Funny thing to say about a supposed story. But they are not a story, are they? They are just the summery, the solution, a fragment of a story, We, the readers add the story and… Read more: About poems
- Just keep spinningI want to have the tools to catch the sparks of life. I want to have the tools to frame the picture. I want to have the tools to stop time and analyze the moment. But maybe we are not supposed to stop spinning. Maybe the world will never stop long enough for us to… Read more: Just keep spinning